E’s song of the day
April 30, 2009
Another day grinding, another evening feeling exhausted and sore. I gotta find a new job. I’m so out of it that at first I thought I had missed yesterday’s jam, and had to go back to check on it. Thankfully I had hooked it up, so I won’t need to pull two songs off of my list for you today. I heard this little gem on the radio in the car driving home from working out in Antioch. It took me back to 1998 when the jam came out. I was a senior in high school (in the fall of ’98) and my vault of musical knowledge wasn’t nearly as deep as it is now, but I distinctly recall bumping this jam (and rightfully so). I still even remembered most of the words and was, hence, able to sing along in my whip (which you know I love to do). Enough of this idle chit-chat. Today’s jam: Next – Too Close. Enjoy..
E’s song of the day
April 29, 2009
Didn’t think I’d leave youn hanging did you? The day has been long, and I’m almost ready to call it a night, but I’ve gotta come correct for you before I hit the sheets. Another jam from the dark recesses of my “song of the day ideas” list. In the spirit of my boy Ronin’s post today about love, I’ve selected an appropriate tune from a great pool of candidates. Today’s jam: THe Psychedelic Furs – Love My Way. Enjoy….
breathe, reflect, and give your heart a kiss
April 29, 2009
I don’t know what I’m doing sometimes.
I know what I like and don’t like. I know what makes me laugh or cry (been a while since I’ve done that, maybe just sad) or just plain happy. But what if I took the plain out of it. What makes me really happy. (That is besides gunning a GT3 through the Nurburgring.) This is where I’m stuck. I don’t know. But I know it has something to do with the heart.
The heart in all it’s importance and pressure escapes me. Sure I’ve felt it’s beauty before. Oh, I have. In all it’s power and glory I’m a witness. But I’ve also felt when it’s empty. But most of the time it’s just there waiting to be touched. This is where I find myself today.
We choose who we want to take a drink from our heart. But how do we choose???
Like most men, I’m cursed and blessed with a penis. What I mean is it’s a great general but a horrible scout. The penis rarely points in the right direction. It’s got radar for SHIT. If it were a GPS it would always lead you to the city dump then proceed to empty your pockets and slap you in the face. “It ain’t ever been right.” But I keep looking to it for direction. Why are we as men so stupid??? And does it ever change.??? Do we ever take the hint and start making sound choices with our penis or are we just doomed to follow the path always taken? We have a problem or just a…
So this is where I’ve been. Leading with the magic stick and hoping the heart will follow.
I thought I had it all figured out. I was gonna separate the two. Unleash the penis and muzzle the heart. I would bask in the glory of the penis and ignore the heart. That is give the penis (with protection) but withhold my heart. This would surely solve everything. Right!? L.A. was the perfect place. The land of beautiful people and shallow hearts. And it was…
But something was wrong. I wasn’t full. Something was lacking. It must have been the city. So I left to tour the Bay Area. In the Bay, things must be different. It’s where I grew up and the Bay Area does pride itself on being about so much more. Right?. Plus my family lives here.
Well, it wasn’t the location. It was me.
It took a stranger with a big beautiful heart and a mutual understanding to make me realize what was smack dab in my face all the time…
We don’t have to LOOK. It’s already there. We have it inside of us. All of us. It’s called LOVE. And it’s not for HIRE nor for SALE. It’s ours and only ours. We can’t give it to anyone. And no one can take it from us.
LOVE IS WHAT WE GIVE OURSELVES!!!
It’s what we allow ourselves to feel. When we meet someone that gets our heart pounding we think an exchange of the heart must occur. We must give up ours in exchange for theirs. An arbitrage of the heart. But I say NO!!! Close the market. Hearts are at stake here. Instead just…
Breathe, reflect, and give your heart a big kiss. You did this not your mate. You are the magician of your heart. You work the magic. Others are too clumsy with things that don’t belong to them. You allowed yourself to feel this way now take possession.
I’m not being heartless. On the contrary. I’m saying love yourself and never stop. Don’t look for approval or even mutual feelings. Just give it to yourself. Just give it to yourself, I say. That connection, that sensation, that weightlessness, we all feel with our mate is so amazing that we think we must give up the very thing that allows us to feel so great. Well I say resist the urge. Your heart will thank you.
Some will think this is just a protectionist theory. That is, don’t let your heart get broken 101. But it’s not. It’s a right tool for the job theory. You can still give love and love someone. If fact, I say give more. As much as you want. The world needs more love not less. But understand that this act is something beautiful you gave yourself not someone else doing. The ultimate it’s ME not YOU. A selfish but positive act if you will that resulted in an emotion that made you feel good. Notice the “positive”. If negative acts make your heart pitter-pat than you are a monster and have no heart.
But if a beautiful sunset, a rainy morning, an innocent smile from a child, an intimate moment with your mate, or a song, really touches you…Then just breathe, reflect, and give your heart a kiss.
Like a beautiful piece of art….
(Francesco Clemente, Scissors and Butterflies)
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Beauty like love is not universal. It exists because you witnessed it and gave it life. It’s yours, so protect and enjoy where its power exists.
Inside of you.
Your heart.
This is not the reason why the Bulls lost last night..
This COULD be the reason, but I don’t think so…
But this seemingly had a direct and proximate cause to the Bulls losing
Of course the REAL members of the Too Old crew (minus Ronin, who was out getting hammered and networking…not necessarily in that order) gathered around the 70 inch TV to watch this game. Read the rest of this entry »
Michael Douglas and Oliver Stone reunite for Wall Street 2: Art imitating Life yet again…
April 29, 2009
When looking over the Financial Times, (yeah, I read it, what of it? Ronin is the residential financial guy, but I read to understand what little my 453B is earning) I couldn’t help but to notice what the stock market is doing. Our “Friend” Jason has gotten into the financial game and he talks about earning money for people. He loves to celebrate his accomplishments and brag about getting million dollar accounts for his brokerage firm. (We will not mention them because they do not need your business)
The problem is that this guy is like Bernie Madoff…
He took so many people to the cleaners, it isn’t funny. But, Jason idolizes this guy. He says that he wants to become bigger than Madoff. That is why the inside investor tip of the day is “PASS”… Jason says it as a joke, but inside, you can see him scheming on getting your hard earned loot… Read the rest of this entry »
E’s song of the day
April 28, 2009
This jam really helped me wake up while driving into work this morning at about 4:30am. Turns out classic rock radio isn’t that bad really early in the morning. I can’t believe I watched the sun rise from behind a desk. It and I have got to stop meeting like this..but I digress. This song is from one of the all-time greatest bands of our lives. Hard to choose this one over the plethora of hits streaming through radio waves across America (“DoubleVision,” “Head Games,” “Cold as Ice,” “Urgent.” “Hot Blooded” just to name a few). Today’s jam: Foreigner – Jukebox Hero. Rock out….
We here at Too Old love the music. In fact, if you look on the side of the Blogroll, you can see that we have been repping the Clipse since the beginning of the blog. It’s something about the lyrics that are hilarious and felt authentic, unlike Big Boy Officer Ricky and his fake drug rap.
In this story, art imitates life. With Rick Ross and his drug life, Deeper than Rap, to that I say Deeper than rap my ass. The sad thing is Rick had a little flow to him, but his credibility is shot. When you continually lie, people will develop hate for you. All you had to do is be honest. The issue wasn’t that you had a real job and you “Hustled” as the CO. But, when faced with the truth, he was embarrassed about where he came from, which ended any possibility of being taken seriously.
But, the Clipse had grimy settings and dudes that hung with the crew that you knew were involved in “things”…things that were not legal, but also the reason why they had a lot of money…
Former Clipse manager and nightclub owner Anthony “Geezy” Gonzalez has been charged in U.S. District Court with running a $10 million a year drug ring.
Here is what a million dollars looks like.
According to federal documents, Gonzalez’s 6 year drug empire has allegedly moved 100 pounds of cocaine and over a ton of marijuana through Hampton Roads, Virginia since 2003.
this is about 66 lbs, so imigine about 1/3 more cocaine!
Authorities suspect Gonzalez imported the drugs from Panama Florida, California, and Arizona.
The 82-count indictment states that Gonzalez laundered drug money through several front businesses, including the Clipse’s booking agency Soul Providers Management.
The federal document elaborates that the defendants painted “themselves out as music producers, rappers, entrepreneurs, club owners, clothing designers and other legitimate occupations in order to conceal the true source of their income.”
In addition, Gonzalez is accused of making several kingpin transactions, such as purchasing 10 kilos cocaine for $200,000, and 625 pounds of marijuana for $540,000 in 2007.
Gonzalez’s Encore Lounge nightclub was allegedly purchased in 2007 for $80,000 and 40 pounds of marijuana.
Earlier this year, the Virginia Beach nightclub closed down after a reputed 100-plus incidents of violence and drug transactions in 2008.
Six other co-conspirators were named in the 60-page document, including a police officer who allegedly tipped Gonzalez off about the coming indictment.
To date, Anthony “Geezy” Gonzalez remains at large. At press time, the Clipse could not be reached for comment.
Well, this is good for the new CD. They are in the news, and any news is good, when you are a rapper, especially when you rap about drugs and you are “keeping it real” Peep Pusha and Malice hold it down with Kayne… This story, just like the song, is Kinda Like a Big Deal…
That amount of weight and money will get you major time…